I hate the thought of Kyle being 10hrs away from me next year. It’s going to be one of the hardest things I’ll have to do and will definitely take a huge toll on our relationship. I just don’t know what I’ll do without him. I know I’ll get used to it eventually, but I can’t stand the thought of going from seeing him every single day to only a few times a year. Trust will have to be a huge part of our relationship when he leaves and I know that’s going to be the hardest part. Trying to be excited and happy for him is almost impossible when I feel like it’s the first step toward losing him instead.